Eating or Slowly Being Poisoned, There's a Question.

I just noticed coming back from a 5-week stay at a Russian state hotel hospital where the food was quite bland, no coffee, no meats that I had no stomach problems upon my return home into Svetlana's cooking.  Since my return my the problems are worrisome I've had the lots of Maalox I had to throw away food.  Svetlana directed me to eat a banana for relief.  It was anything but as I vomited it out in under a minute.  

I had the hiccups most of the day and had taken 3 phenezapam and had been smoking.  My logic muscle relaxer and the smoke itself.  My diaghphram closed up and  couldn't breathe.

Recalled cold Turkey off antidepressant, Fevarin.  This time 1/2 poll a day before bed.  No hiccups or stomach ailments today.  

 and I can't help but to wonder we forgiven each other but you know the whole story we were into some very evil stuff where I was to be held accountable for the murder of a black president named Obama I was to be in the words of Lee of a sorry sight of what the hell's his name or something hard shots are in his words I was to be this generation's Lee Harvey Oswald they would get Obama and B2 which suggests a plot a significance and one that would involve my wife and that's why our relationship fell for such a long time now we divorced and I ran off to American I had my son for two years and I noticed that the FBI was watching me there and it's all quite scary and I decided to do a brave thing I decided to come back to my wife I decided that I loved her she's only human she grew up poor and beautiful let's see what happens let's try to rebuild that family