Which poisoning will be my last

And I wonder which poisoning will be my last?  I awoke today at 3 a.m.  something was amiss.  Bath salt crystals covered all beds but Svetlana's.  Hmmm.

And two modified packs of cigarettes one labeled Kent the other A-PVP each in a presentable metal box.  At 6 am I awake Svetlana (who is likely in on it) to inform her.  She says she needs cigarettes ignoring her favored brand Kent presented so well and departs the flat at 6:34 a.m.

I decide incorrectly this is entrapment with 14 years of Russian jail ahead and dothelogical thing, grab a k ife lock myself in the bathroom and begin the ritual of suicide cutting my arms near the elbows.

Amazingly at this wee hour Svetlana returns with Emergencg Medical Services in tow.  Simply amazing, no rearrangement there.

They broke open the oak bathroom door and then the flimsy washing machine door and began to beat me into submission, gaining two new scars on my arms and another 33 days in the psychiatric hospital where the dear doctor had not been in my kitchen at 3 a.m. informed me I had suffered an illusion.  Later I met with a psychiatrist to confirm this and I agreed readily to get out in 33 days.

In retrospect Svetlana had hoped I would smoke up, become psychotic and off to the psychiatric hospital for a month or so.  I think I surprised her with the suicide attempt. 

Weeks later the crystals appeared again and this time Svetlana let it slip 'it would stop when 'they're decided.  Obviously people Svetlana knows and has yet to reveal and is unlikely ever to, especially to her American husband, me.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Adam Stanhope, FBI Stoolie?

Image
Adam Stanhope, NAWLINS on Silk Road Dark Web  Adam Stanhope was a few years younger than me, raised in Pembroke, MA, and has become in his teenage years a dear friend of my younger brother John Macy.  They had met in a computer class in the early 80s.  While my brother John and I are what could be called smart, Adam was ahead of the curve, really bright, possessed of good natured self confidence.  His largest drawback, perhaps he had two, he was exceedingly overweight, and had a hormonal condition that precluded his typical development as a man, some lacking in the proper level of testoterone.  One advantage of this was he rarely needed to shave. I didn't know Adam well in the 80s, as I left home for good and joined the US Navy as an electronics technician in April  of 1984.  Still when I came home to Kingston, MA on leave from time to time I would often run into Adam and the 'gang' that my younger brother hung out with.  They were the ...
Read more

August Meyer. Did he Conspire to Assassinate Obama in 2014 as Part of Failed CIA Plot?

Image
August Meyer. For a time back in 2012 and maybe 2013 we had a series of late Friday night gatherings.  Just him and me and some wine, hash, and coke.  August sourced the wine and coke while I brought the hashish. Usually this would be after other expat pals like Steve Wayne would go home. I always felt shiny, special, and fun being invited by August to his apartments on Canal Griboedova, 3 metro stops from my apartment on Petrogradski which I bought from him in an all cash deal in 2006. I had liked August, admired his mind more than his bank account, for that was none of my business while he would share his insights in enjoyable conversation.  I had liked his petite brunette wife Inna as well and believed that she too liked me.  We are both Scorpios, her birthday a week after mine. August always mandated restraint as we snorted those thin lines of cocaine in his home.  He has two apartments side by side on the top floor of his building which off...
Read more

CIA Agents, Current and Former in Russia Identified.

Image
CIA Agents, current and Former  Abound in Russia Matt Igel Matt Igel, ex Army Ranger, West Point graduate.  We met in spring 1998 in Saint Petersburg, Russia.  I've often reflected why we had what I considered a friendship.  The reason simple.  He had reached out to me and was nice.  Only may years later did I learn this was a CIA tactic, a ploy most dishonest.  This alone qualifies Matt Igel, presently residing in California, a former Kelly Services executive in Russia and Switzerland. Matt had agreed to marry a Russian gal, Marina, short like Matt, with brunette hair and a pretty smile.  Nice girl.  Matt invited myself and my then girlfriend, now wife Svetlana for a train trip to Estonia, maybe it was Finland.  This was 1998 and I don't recall.  I was grateful for what I perceived as his friendship.  I had just worked for two years in Siberia setting up a cellphone company called Beeline, as the lone American i...
Read more